Charlie Murphee

Well that was a mistake...

While I do not update much, I just have to say that the weekend was great. I haven't had a better weekend in such a long time, so this was refreshing. I don't want to say too much, mostly due to the fact that I like suspense, but I had a fantastic weekend with a very, very awesome person. Except for my gun not working on Sunday at practice, I got a lot accomplished and a lot of things settled in my mind.

thanks to you.

Although I'm not a fan on inside jokes, this seems to be an appropriate time.

"I wanted to shout it out on a mountain top, but all I had was a camera"

hooray.

so im stuck in the middle of something now. one road leads to something great, the other just stays straight and nothing changes much. I want to take the road that leads to the great thing, but that road is full of bumps, but at the end there is perfection and the world is right. The straight road is flat and narrow and easy to take, but the end is no where in sight.

im sure no one has an idea what i mean, but im basically stuck deciding to do(or atleast try to) what i want and risk it upsetting one or more people, or staying where i am at, not upsetting anyone but at the same time not exactly helping myself. it's one of those "i want something so bad, but the risks involved in trying to get it seem almost too great to beat". i just want to be happy, and i want everyone else to be happy, but at this moment, i dont think thats going to be possible.

OMFG!

I'm not dead.. but you all know that of course.

OK LISTEN!!!

call me on my cell if your coming!!

as it stands right now- this hurricane blows. its 7:15 and i still have power and satelitte tv. so myself and corey will be going surfing around the copa casino at MIDNIGHT! plans may change but if the conditions stay- we are going.

if you think im gonna die, well then thats your problem to worry, but i wont =)
if you wanna come and either watch and hit some swell along with us, call it! 424-6921

So the past couple day have been rather tumultuous for me with the hurricane and all coming and situations with old friends being brought back up, its becoming tiring. :/

i went to the beach last night around 12:30 am to collect my thoughts. even though the storm was looming off-shore, it wasnt raining and the calmness of everything was soothing. i got a lot of things straightened out in my head so i think it can only go up from here.

i went surfing in gulfport,biloxi,and OS today despite the fact that the PIGS were kicking everyone off the piers and beaches. Me, Micah, Cor cor and Chek took the boards to gulfport first. The swell wasnt suited for surfing, but boogie boards worked like a charm. we had about 45 min worth of wave time before the cops made us leave. he said "you boys need to leave this spot, mandatory evac.", so like the smartasses we are, we go out and walked about 15 down to the other side of the pier and got back in. the same cop showed back up about 10 min later and told us to leave gulfport beaches IMMEDIATELY! Then we procedded to Ruby Tuesday's in biloxi and got in the water behind there. apparently there was a watch out on us because a biloxi cop spotted micah's truck and pulled around and told us to leave or risk getting arrested. left that spot, went down to front beach where the waves were non existent but great water for skim boarding. pulled those boards out, had some fun, and came home.

more people should have joined the adventure, it was memorable. we are hoping to go tonight around midnight if the storm doesnt push in to close to shore and hit the bigger waves with surfboards this time, not boogie boards.

anyone up for this should contact me asap

Summary of the week thus far, from friday atleast

Friday:
Pep Rally, lame..

Saturday:
Work, then eat dinner with the folks since it was my mom's birthday. Go to jessica's later that night, watch scary ass Jap. Horror Flick (Ju-On) with subtiles. Scared the beejeesus outta me. Go to leave, make out (har har har) with Jessica, get home around 12:30 then try and sleep. Cant because i keep thinking about that freaking movie, and although i dont get scared, this movie was very un-nerving.

Sunday:
AND HERE IT COMES!!!!!!!!11oneeleven
I had to wake up after maybe 2-3 hours of sleep, some information was brought to my attention very early in the morning that didn't help me sleep at all, to go to the paintball event. Got to the field at 6:30 to find out that we got anally-raped in our brackets by getting put with hands down the best teams at the event. My new gun went down early in the day, and then i had to play less because i was the "alternate" whatever the hell that means.  So we won 2 games out of 6 ALL DAY!!! However, one of the games we won, happened to be one of the three i played in. We also tied another of the better teams (which i was also playing in). So its pretty much a given that we didnt make finals, thus sending us home early and without any reward. I played my game and thats all that really matters to me.

Now im sitting here because ive got nobody to talk to except this ghost like figure stand in my doorway... OMFGWTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haven't written in here in a while, no real reason, just been tired. Paintball, Work, Jessica, School, all wears me out, but the way things are going right now.. i wouldn't change them

BTW,
THIS SUNDAY******** SWAT Paintball Park in OS!!!!!!!

I'll be playing in a 7man event with BallZ, so ill need all the support i can get. Coem out and just say hey- even if your not gonna stay and watch. I always seem to get a new gun before every event too, because i just got my new york extreme matrix =0


( Pics of the Beast )

Incubus - Sep. 19th - UNO Lakefront Arena.

Justin called me last night and told me he was going with a few other people to see em in concert. Now im not a huge fan of Incubus, but at the same time.. I wouldn't mind going. So if anyone wants to tagalong.. you know how to reach me.

Quick- i have a 10 min time limit on which to type this so Melissa can come in a read it...

Ok, so i was riding my 4wheeler today, nothing out of the ordinary. Go flying down the road waving at the over-jubilant neighbors when i come to a corner on the road which has an older model Ford F-100 truck on it. This truck is moving at a snail's pace, so i decide not to slow down (I was maybe doing 60) and fly past him. I go a little way's past him and turn down a trail which is usually rather wet just to hit some mud. None is found so i return to go back onto the road. I see that same truck blocking my entrance/exit... Slowly i stop, reverse, and being the Chuck Norris wooodsman i am, i proceed to exit the trails a different way to return to the road.

I ride around for a little while and decide that if that guy is still waiting on me, i need to get back home quick before he calls a Ranger on me. (the trails are on some protected-BS wildlife refuge.. pshh) So as im flying past him again- this man from the truck flags me down and he's just a little old guy, nothing harmless i think.. I come to a halt and out he comes with a "loaded" (or to my knowledge) 12-guage shotgun!! I had a shit fit and revv'd the engine and zoomed off. When i get home- my dad tells me that man owns all the land ive been messing up for the past year and a half, and that by tresspassing on his land- he had the right to shoot me. whether or not he would, i didnt want to find out.

TIME! if i didnt make it melissa- say so.

Also found out that my senior trip will most likely be to San Pancho, Mexico. Little village type town about 8 hours south of Texas on the Pacific side of mexico. Going with my brother to go surfing on some massive 8-14 feet breaks. Should be fun. I'll keep all informed as the situation progresses. I think im going to bring a few friends, so if anyone feels like going to mexico this summer, possibly taking the trip to cancun aswell, you know where to reach me.

So last night was fun, but seemingly flew by. I had paintball yesterday from like.. 7 till 4 straight. We only stopped because of the rain. So when i get home around 5:30, i find out the bonfire is at 7, not 6 so that gave me a little time. BS'd around the house for a little bit, took a shower, and called JPoelma to see if he was down, turns out thats a Yes. He decides to meet me down there, however we don't know where "down there" is. We proceed to drive along the beach looking for The Big Green Machine, but to no avail. I finally realize that ive been seeing Melissa's truck so we turned around and finally make it around 7:30. We hadn't missed much.

It was pretty humourous trying to watch them light this fire which "COULDN'T GET OVER THREE FEET", they seemed deathly afraid it would. This fire, atleast will i was there, maybe got over three inches, but I still enjoyed time spent. Around 8:15 or so, the Jess calls me and tells me plans have changed from going to her friend's house.. WHOSE PARENTS ARE OUTTA TOWN!! *sneaky..*, to going bowling,gah. So timing was good, although i find it extremely immature when people arriving utter nothing to me, not even a hey, but i guess i really shouldn't have expected much more. The talk with the Jesus was good too,although i found out they weren't talking about him at work ><. so then i left to go bowling!! YAY!. I arrived, had a good time, and got home around 11-ish i guess. Feel asleep and now here i am.

Just announcing that me and teh jess have been dating for 2 months. we both agreed it feels longer than that though.. im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing? comments on said question...

I have just completed one of the most idiotic thigns I've ever done..

So i was riding the 4wheeler, speeding through the yard and down the road playing with my dogs.. when the idea came to me. I should see what it feels like to try and maintain standing while jumping off a moving vehicle! So I find a soft spot in the yard so my landing point and proceed to run the 4wheeler up to probably 35-40mph then jumped. I ran a good 5 feet before finally falling flat on my face. I had fun with it though, but I see now why stuntmen get paid the kind of money they do.

I have also decided that I'm ab-so-friggin-lutely KAA-RAZY about *edit* Jessica */edit*(those are her intials incase you didn't know. BAH!)

I decided I have seen more movies since I've been with Jess than i have in hte past 5 years..just a rough estimate..

We went and saw Alien vs. Predator last night. I must say, Harold and KOOOOOmar was better. This movie sucked up all the suckage the entertainment industry has to offer and compilec it into 102 minutes of pure hell. I would honestly take Jessica to see The Notebook again before I watch this crap-fest spectacular.
That would be all for today.

So jessica just left the house. Got to meet my folks, or sorta, for the first time. They came to the conclusion that they like her a lot, after badgering me with questions after she left. We basically spent the whole time doing nothing- and i have to say.. it was the most fun ive ever had doing nothing in a long time. For some strange reason she would not for the life of her get on my 4wheeler- no idea why.. but ill convince her one day. She seemed kind of timid to be over here, but i guess thats usual for her first time ever meeting my parents. It was kind of cute though- but i felt bad in a way. Maybe next time she'll come out of her shell a little more.

going to give her a call now btw..

-out

So I took Jessica to see The Village, M. Night Shaymalan's new "Dramatic Horror with a twist" film. As I said earlier, we tried going Friday, but it was sold out. I have mixed feelings about this movie, but I'm pretty sure everyone does. Overall I think the director is a friggin genius, however I was rather upset that the previews make this film to be an out-right horror film, when it wasn't. The class M. Night elements are there in abundance, so I was pleased with it.

Although that was all we got to do, I won't complain aoubt the time spent. Sometime is better than none. We talked until i think like 3:00am this morning which was refreshing but also tiring. I do miss talking late like I used to, so it was nice to do it again. I think I pissed her friend off by giving her my views on gay marriage (shouldn't be legal/ever happen) and the fact that if I could vote, I would vote for the "stupid.." George Bush. She couldn't give me a relevant arguement on why Kerry was the better canidate, so I blew that conversation off rather quickly. Then I made an off-hand comment about her cousin who is gay, which was rather rude of me.. So I'm thinking she's rather pissed at me right now..

t1----
1st block- photography: heise
2nd block- english 12 : perkins
3rd- home
4th- home
t2----
SAME AS ABOVE
t3----
1st- anatomy and phisiology: werthner
2nd- counselor aide
3rd- home
4th- home
t4----
1st- SAME
2nd US Government
3rd- home
4th- home

Its official, i have the perfect schedule.. Basically, after christmas, I only have 1 class, but its also the hardest class in the school i hear, but ill have only it to worry about, nothing else.

I also woke up this morning to find my mom and jessica's mom conversing on the phone. The convo went over well i hear, but its kind of eerie how her mom is super sneaky and got our house number...

If anyone out there has some sort of explosive projecticle.. please shove it down my pants and pull the trigger, it will help ease the pain. I just got back from Harold and Kuu(oooo)mar go to White Castle. I did not, however, choose to attend this laugh-riot of a flick */end sarcasm*. Me and Jessica were planning on seeing The Village, but tickets sold out faster that a black man runs for KFC (my one racist comment for the day. kthx) So i was forced into seeing it. It wasn't AS bad as i was expecting, but I could complain and mean it when I say I want my $6.75 back.

But I guess i should be happy, just spending time with her is great. She was in a play last night that I went to, only problem was she was rushed away by her folks afterwards so I really didn't get to talk to her as much as I would have hoped. And the worst part was, I had, can you believe this, a DOZEN White Roses already paid for and ordered for her, but the day before the play, I get a call from the floral shop saying she didn't have anymore white roses left and that they would be in sometime next week... Next week isn't good enough woman, there would be no point then!! Atleast she understood, giving me a cute little "*sigh*.. it's the thought that counts". right... Hoping she can come meet the folks soon as they are beginning to think she is some sort of figment of my imagination. I guess they have a valid point though, she was on a cruise ship with us for 7 days (even though we weren't dating then) and they never saw her. Now we are coming up on 2 months of dating.. and they have yet to meet her. Jess- one more try, then I'm calling your Pops and asking for you =D.

That was a long post..
Kari!!! where's my DVD's!! j/k..